It's like I didn't exist.
Now I'm writing this brutally honest blog about myself as you know. A large part of this blog will be about my weight loss journey. But I don't have any current pictures of me. BECAUSE I HATE TAKING PICTURES!!
Some friends of mine got married last year and there are a ton of pictures of me. But I was "slightly" intoxicated. Alright, more than slightly intoxicated (if we're keeping score). I was posing for pictures right and left. Then I saw them and felt like crying. Some were posted on facebook and I'd die a little inside. Knowing that my co-workers saw the pictures was bad enough. The realization that many co-workers were there and saw me.....ugh.
I worked in law enforcement. A lot of these SWAT type cops I worked with had thin,
So here we are almost a year later and I am actually bigger now than I was then. But that is for a different post. And today's post will be a little shorter than normal. Because I have to shower, put on makeup, do my hair and put this camera on a tripod. Today I have to suck it up and take a picture of me. I know that no matter what I am not going to like the outcome. But hopefully it will just give me more motivation to change the image.